The Fire Within Sept 21, 2010 21:39:32 GMT -4
Post by Deleted on Sept 21, 2010 21:39:32 GMT -4
[/center][/blockquote]If you wished you could go back to any time in your life, when is it you would want to return to? If you could remember the life you had before this hell began, that is. Memories are very tricky things, your mind can easily rewrite them into lies, or block them out as if they never happened. I've met many people on my travels, seen more death and sadness than I had ever imagined possible. When my best friend died by my own hands, I cast off my old name and now continue on as another being completely. I begin anew not as Rita Laura Dheris, but Ash. I have no hypothesis about where my life will take me, or how long I will carry this name alive. The only hope I may give the person who finds this compilation of tragedy, is to learn from human error, before this world of ours can never be saved.My name is Ash, and this is my story.GENESIS | On the run. (Prologue)
09/12/20×× Retrace I Condemn me to living a lie.
09/16/20×× Retrace II Pretenses.
09/18/20×× Retrace III Array of the dead.EXODUS | Enter stage right. (Arrival Arc)
09/19/20×× Retrace IV Risky business.
09/20/20×× Retrace V Cause and effect.
09/21/20×× Retrace VI That haunting mirrored image.
09/23/20×× Retrace VII Now a rogue again.CHRONICLES | Breaking tradition. (Survival Arc)
10/07/20×× Retrace VIII Laugh in the face of danger.
10/??/20×× Retrace IX The one that got away.
10/20/20×× Retrace X Answers left behind.
11/24/20×× Retrace XI Dangerous diversions.
11/27/20×× Retrace XII This divine comedy.
12/06/20×× Retrace XIII Missing better times.
12/09/20×× Retrace XIV Fade to black.
12/13/20×× Retrace XV Troubling reunion.
12/??/20×× Retrace XVI Nocturne.
12/15/20×× Retrace XVII To meet.. nevermore.
01/18/20×× Retrace XVIII Abyss.
01/23/20×× Retrace XIX Was it all worth it?
02/13/20×× Retrace XX Blood-stained Alice.
02/27/20×× Retrace XXI His name is Drew.SONG | Finding reason. (Raiders' Arc)
03/03/20×× Retrace XXII Highschool of the Dead.
03/??/20×× Retrace XXIII Induction.
03/15/20×× Retrace XXIV What it takes to be a villain.
03/30/20×× Retrace XXV Death's dealer.
04/17/20×× Retrace XXVI The heart of Stone.
04/28/20×× Retrace XXVII What is there to lose?
04/30/20×× Retrace XXVIII Eat my heart anyway.
05/02/20×× Retrace XXIX Take away my anxiety.
05/07/20×× Retrace XXX Haunted.
05/10/20×× Retrace XXXI Ignorance of your sins.
05/12/20×× Retrace XXXII To be kept under lock and key.
05/20/20×× Retrace XXXIII Blaze of glory.
06/01/20×× Retrace XXXIV Bottom of the bottle.
06/06/20×× Retrace XXXV Encompassing disaster.
06/10/20×× Retrace XXXVI Brother in arms.
06/13/20×× Retrace XXXVII Sharper than any blade.
06/20/20×× Retrace XXXVIII Redux.
07/08/20×× Retrace XXXIX Tracks left behind.
07/17/20×× Retrace XL Dangerous times.LAMENTATIONS | The great calamity. (Aftermath Arc)
07/26/20×× Retrace XLI Crash and burn.
08/31/20×× Retrace XLII Detest the dead.
09/07/20×× Retrace XLIII Dangerous affiliation.
09/09/20×× Retrace XLIV Purgatory.
09/10/20×× Retrace XLV Always fearing the worst.
09/27/20×× Retrace XLVI Elegy.
10/13/20×× Retrace XLVII Alone.
11/09/20×× Retrace XLVIII Lost.
11/14/20×× Retrace XLIX Present.
12/??/20×× Retrace L . . . .INFECTION | Revenge driven. (Overmind Arc)
03/??/20×× Retrace LI Don't hurt me...
03/??/20×× Retrace LII Kill me...
03/??/20×× Retrace LIII Fuck you...
03/??/20×× Retrace LIV Know my cruelty.
03/??/20×× Retrace LV Numb... and it hurts...
03/??/20×× Retrace LVI Endlessness.
04/13/20×× Retrace LVII Dementia.COLLAPSE | Self-Destruction. (Conclusion Arc)
06/??/20×× Retrace LVIII All this time.
06/??/20×× Retrace LIX Relapse.
06/13/20×× Retrace LX Too far to fall.
06/22/20×× Retrace LXI Nobody left waiting for me.
07/04/20×× Retrace LXII I've never wanted more.
07/12/20×× Retrace LXIII Crucifixion.
07/16/20×× Retrace LXIV Imprisonment.
07/20/20×× Retrace LXV Metamorphosis.
07/25/20×× Retrace LXVI Cry wolf.
07/29/20×× Retrace LXVII Take it all back.
08/22/20×× Retrace LXVIII Is this all there is?!?
09/17/20×× Retrace LXIX Worse than empty.
??/??/20×× Retrace LXX Cold blood.
[font=tahoma][size=1][blockquote][color=maroon]Retrace --[/color] - Title here! [color=dimgray]Date/time here![/color][/blockquote][/size][/font] [IMG]http://i57.photobucket.com/albums/g237/Nami_Elementallist/ash_journal_startsign.png[/IMG]
[font=tahoma][size=1][justify][blockquote][/blockquote][/justify][/size][/font][right][IMG]http://i57.photobucket.com/albums/g237/Nami_Elementallist/ash_journal_endsign.png[/IMG][/right]These journal entries are a loose timeline of Rita "Ash" Dheris' liftime events, and some events have been changed based on incomplete threads or out-of-character happenings. In order to read deeper into these events, please check out Ash's character thread tracker.